In need of Repair...

Tossed and torn on the wayside there
Broken and bleeding heart barely beating
Waiting while wishing someone would care
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The air grows heavy and fills with despair
Time ticks apace to show that it's fleeting
While waiting wishing someone would care
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Tossed and torn on the wayside there
A meant-to-be becomes a missed meeting
If you had come, would I have been ware?
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While waiting wishing someone would care
Plainly, passively, passionately, entreating,
Tossed and torn on the wayside there
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Will this again be too much to bear?
To give up now would be cheating
Tossed and torn on the wayside there
While waiting wishing someone would care
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Despair

I despair of ever being loved
I watch as stars go out
You went away and won't return
My pain and grief mount

I can't understand the depth of the stars
The mass of the universe amaze
the song of the world is a crackling noise
Matching my breaking heart's phase

You don't seem to know of my existence
My atoms depart and collide
If you don't acknowledge me then I cease
An ocean lacking a tide