The Ramblings of one Partical-ular mind. Using words to create a cohesive whole of the universe. Poems and Foreign languages and mixed media.
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Sunday, January 28, 2024
Clamour
Tuesday, August 16, 2022
Rules
He stands before me in second place
Almost beyond compare
Except for the uncompromising beauty
Of the one whose love I bear
Who knows whose time is coming
When or how or where
Soon the question will be answered
The solution to problems laid bare
Unfortunately the world isn't simply
Drawn in lines straight and square
Sometimes second comes first
Often the world isn't fair
Sunday, June 27, 2021
Truths
Truths
You've seen the naked truth of me
Haunting my days and nights
When the rain keeps me awake
Your arms encircle my waist
Our souls bears burdens together
When you leave to meet the dawn
My heart gently breaks
The world seems big and scary
I can only withstand the pain
Knowing you will be with be soon
The time slows to a standstill
As I await your presence
To reveal me once again
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Monday, April 5, 2021
Alone in Plain Sight
Keeping our intentions clear
Shouldering on into the fight
Masking our peace and fear
Trying to keep intentions clear
We march forth into the fray
Suppressing our peace and our fear
We sit alone at the end of the day
We march forward into the fray
Never begining to doubt
Are we alone at the end of the day?
Time to make a whisper a shout
My love, don't ever doubt
We shoulder into the fight
Making our whisper into a shout
Standing alone in plain sight
Friday, July 19, 2019
Beaten
Staying without you makes my heart beat out of time yours
T ogether no more
Always was meant to be ours
Comforting you
Caring for you
Always and forever and again and again
Trying to reach the stars, my love
Often
Wednesday, June 19, 2019
Leaving
I've fought this,
Fought you
For so long
I'm not sure how to live
With out fighting
Will my heart feel
As hollow as my insides?
What will be my purpose?
Will I be any use to you?
Will my eyes turn as black
As my now barren soul?
As endless days turned into
Empty nights I tried to pretend
That promises and prophesies
Were only words
Words that could not maim
That would not damage my fragile heart
As time passed each word was like a knife.
Cold and sharp. Brutal.
As the inevitable draws closer, I see.
My path has been altered
I must walk this path of blades
Leaving behind the comfort.
Leaving behind the light.
Leaving behind you.
Sunday, December 30, 2018
Deception
I once saw a future for us filled with hope
One seemingly blessed by a Pope
But one can not believe all that one sees
Or did my eyes once deceive me?
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You stay out later and later each day
Keeping yourself far away from me
I try to avoid the fray
Are my eyes still deceiving me?
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This isn't my first rodeo
I'm not a kitten stuck up a tree
It may be time for me to be free
'Cause my eyes are no longer deceiving me.
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Saturday, December 15, 2018
Loss
I used to think like you
To be young and naive
When the world was my oyster
And all my wishes fulfilled
But now I bare the scars
Of life obtained
The days unlived
And the time spent in sorrow
I know you will join me one day
And for that loss
For those sorrows yet to come
I pity you
Sunday, November 4, 2018
Now
You know the answer as do I
A brazen breath, a settled sigh
The wind is right, the time is now
When curtain falls, we take our bow
If the world is ending here
We two have nothing to fear
We plan the future, continue on
Perfecting together the same old song
Thursday, October 11, 2018
Fall
We all inevitably fall.
What matters is how high we crawl,
The time we take to do it in.
Can we, mankind, pay off our sin?
Or are we bound to fall for years?
Pull up by your bootstraps my dears,
Chin up off your knees, feel cheer!
There is more than one way to win.
Perhaps we just prepare to fall.
Wednesday, August 8, 2018
Intent
I'm not sure anymore what color your eyes are
Or if they light your face they way they used to
Or If the spark is still there
But I do know how you melt when we speak
How the world is better with you in it
How time moves slower when you're away
If this works out it won't matter anyway
We two will rule the world
Because our world will be each other
Wednesday, July 11, 2018
Connections
Sunday, June 3, 2018
Untitled #500
All the world in a summers day
With flowers hastily strewn
Time and daylight appear to play
Hearts seem to feint and swoon
Birds sing a happy tune
Serenading a midday moon
Man and Maid and merriment
As the world resume its proper spin
Love not bought but only lent
A new game now to begin
Thursday, May 17, 2018
Kismet
Karma has arrived
In time to
See these
Mortals
Embrace
Together their destiny
Tuesday, April 10, 2018
Gold
Gold is boundless in your eyes
As over endless sunsets we fly
Caged no longer to this life
Stars begin to twinkle and glow
Showing us how far we've yet to go
Being heartache, beyond strife
Gold is boundless in your eyes
As over endless sunsets we fly
The world circles back and time starts again
We cannot imagine what we've yet to ken
Caged no longer to this life
Being heartache, beyond strife
Gold is boundless in your eyes
As over endless sunsets we fly
Friday, March 30, 2018
Transmutation
Savored sensations
Sliding slowly, sensuously,
Succeeding in assaulting my body
Driving me increasingly mad,
Making my memories meander,
Musty, misty memories
Caught in time's bitter embrace
Embarrassing how this happens
Each time, every time
Even when I know you intend to stay
Joy turns to pain,
It's transmutated
Chemical, physical and beyond
And those savored, sensuous, slippery, sensations
Are now only memories
Made and forgotten
Wednesday, February 28, 2018
Time
The Sun begins it's daily stoll
As all over clocks do chime
Call to worship, to join, condole
Marking hour and time
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All over clocks do chime
Enough to make a long day whole
Marking the hours and time
And leaving a heavy toll
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Enough to make a long day whole
Dealing with crime and grime
Leaving behind a heavy toll
Go home and clean off the slime
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Dealing with crime and grime
While passing by worshippers, offering to condole
Go home and remove the slime
As the Sun retreats into its hole
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Tuesday, February 6, 2018
For Good
When you're not here my world despairs
Although you're in my head
Time moves quickly
Then slows again
Without you everything spins
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The times when you're here we move in sync
But away you're out of step
We fall together
Then fall apart
It's hard to begin again
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This world is hard when we're alone
And harder day by day
You come home
Then leave again
One day you'll be home for good
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Tuesday, January 30, 2018
To My Dark Love
Your hair is thick with chestnut curls
Your eyes with amber waves
I feel my life begin to whirl
I must be strong and brave
Adrift on unquiet endless seas
My mind begins to haze
The world is filled with a humming breeze
As time comes into phase
In your gaze, my eyes are caught
I fall and fall with grace
This lesson we all must need be taught
We will all find our place
Together the world seems all right
Falling in love in the dark of night
Thursday, January 25, 2018
Spinning
Time moves so fast
The world goes past
It seems so vast
Still our love last
The World spins round
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Our old friends fade
New ones are made
The same games played
None would I trade
The World spins round
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Love has no flaws
Follows no laws
It gives us pause
As we grasp at straws
The World spins round ____________________________________