It's not that I have faltered I'm falling
Into a deep and endless abyss
I close my eyes to the darkness
Head in to the growing myst
Thoughts take form and shape
No longer and amorpheous blob
If I don't say the words yet
I'm trying not to sob
A silent hole is growing
Deep down in my chest
Let's leave the world alone
Forget about the rest
It will keep for now love
Waiting for space and time
No matter what else happens
You are mine
The Ramblings of one Partical-ular mind. Using words to create a cohesive whole of the universe. Poems and Foreign languages and mixed media.
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Friday, April 29, 2016
Possession
Wednesday, April 27, 2016
No Words
Standing alone in the crowd
Afraid to enter the fray
Bottled up feelings escaping
Pretending it's all just play
Words no longer express it
Turmoil, terror and strife
Brought on by detrimental decisions
Look what's become of your life
A tragedy born of a comedy
Heroes need more than just hope
When circumstances warrant it
Right at the end of your rope
Time to pull up your bootstraps
Hard at the end of the haul
But everyone's depending on you now
As the prophet who's leading us all
Friday, April 22, 2016
Le Petite
That stubborn curl wrapped 'round my fingers
As you place your head in my hands
The scent of your soap always lingers
The night is quiet and eerie
A soldier awaiting commands
I hear your heart beating clearly
The pace gains a beat, then a breath
I feel like I'm frequently falling
Caught between life and death
Stars burst forth in front of my eyes
Your name, I'm steadily calling
As from the dead, I rise
Midnight Sonnet
Your breath is the desert breeze
Hot and warm and swift
It puts my weary soul at ease
And my mind begins to drift
It wanders back to olden days
When time was young and free
The simple games we used to play
When love was you and me
The world may break outside our door
We've braced for any storm
I could not ask for any more
Tucked into your arms so warm
So let the coming war begin
Together we can't help but win
Empty Gestures
Grand and empty gestures fill space
We exist in the dark of the day
Time is meaningless in this pledge
Memories held precious and few
The little things if everyday life
Contentment blends into solid hue
So cherish each day when you can
Enjoy the mundane in the world
The little joys are the ones that you ken
Despair
I despair of ever being loved
I watch as stars go out
You went away and won't return
My pain and grief mount
I can't understand the depth of the stars
The mass of the universe amaze
the song of the world is a crackling noise
Matching my breaking heart's phase
You don't seem to know of my existence
My atoms depart and collide
If you don't acknowledge me then I cease
An ocean lacking a tide
Hypnos
Oh, Hypnos how you taunt me
With elusive golden touch
My eyelids grow so heavy
But my sound sleep you begrudge
Starry skies have fallen
But no minutes rest have I
I beg of you sweet mercy
A petition, I beseech thee
An answer to my prayer
A peaceful restful slumber
And a dream or two to share
Acknowledge
I know who I am and
Wish I could be better for you
I wish you days of endless sun
I wonder if the night sky will
Ever shine as brightly
As days when we were one
One time I saw you smiling
There never a star that shone as bright
One time you cried forever
And bright days fell into endless night
You eyes seem to see inside me
Your soul with mine forever more
And now we can't seem to be together
I wish I could be once more
Wednesday, April 20, 2016
Messages
They're coming again
These dreams in the night
I don't understand them
Are they wrong or they right?
Your face appears
The heart of my fears
The symbol of love
Hung over my heart
(Together forever
We never will part )
Violence is no answer
Don't fight over me
Love is the answer
Oh, can't you see
(I need you love
Stay in my arms )
You have all the grace
And heavenly charms
Of the Angel
I once knew as my own
And unlike him
You never will roam
Love is...
Love is a hand
Held fast in your own.
Love is a kiss
The sweetest you've known
Love is a hug
The first gentle embrace
Love is passion
Shared by a fireplace
Love is the wind
Whispering in my ear
Love is shared
Throughout pain and tears
Love is present
Haunting and true
Love is the beauty
I see in you