Follow Me Where I Go...



Blog owner not responsible for errors at the source




Showing posts with label #horrible. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #horrible. Show all posts

Monday, August 25, 2014

Countdown (168)

If I start a countdown now
That doesn’t make me horrible
It just makes me tired
Sick of the pain and heartbreak
It’s a purposeless fight
Burning through energy
I could use so much more
Time better spent elsewhere
If there is a reason
I can’t find it
Like a vestigial organ
No longer needed
Why should I suffer
If I will never
Bare a mother’s fate?
I don’t need to suffer
To be a woman
If I will never be a mother
As Lady MacBeth said
Unsex me here
Please?

#countdown, #horrible, #tired, #sick, #pain, #heartache, #purposeless, #fight, #burning, #energy, #time, #elsewhere, #reason, #vestigtial,  #mother, #fate, #suffer, #LadyMacBeth, #unsexmehere, #PCOS, 

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

The Abyss

I’m tired of this world
It’s not worth the strength to fight
I feel the abyss pull me down
Will you miss me when I’m gone?
Would the world be different?
Would you feel horrible?
That it was your words that drove me over the cliff?
Don’t worry I won’t
But only because I’m afraid of the dark
If I wasn’t
I would be gone in a heartbeat
Heartbeats are only drums
Who likes the rhythm anyway?
It gets in the way of the chaos
I dislike order
Today I will live if only because
Madness is easy
Sanity is hard

P.S.  I am only a writer.  These are only words.  I am in a perfectly sound state of mind but many are not. There are place to help those who can.  Here is a current fundraiser that is running for the Prince's Trust.  It helps many.  Help if you can.