My Sweetest Apologies

I present to you
My sweetest apologies
How must I prove it
That this is no tease
Coming forth as you will
Hands and feet and eyes
Your puppet for a day
Beware how the time flies
Amends mending while we play
Working your way up my thighs
Trying to stay silent and still
While part of my Soul slowly dies
As you eat my heart bit by bit
I think I've achieved my prize

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I wish you were always by my side
There would be nothing left to hide
In your arms, I'd be content
With no more sins to repent

The view is grand from here
No longer blocked by tears
Picturesque and heaven sent
With no more sins to repent

I fold into your arms
Knowing I'm safe from harm
Is this what the Poets meant?
With no more sins to repent

I wish you were here by my side
With no more sins to repent

Haunting

In a wave of memory
A scent drifts past me
I knew you couldn't quit it
I knew you couldn't quit me
Haunting me in bursts
Shame I thought of it first
I wish I could quit you
I wish I could quit this
Painful and joyful the same
I'm dying to call your name
I fall over and over for you
I fall each minute for you
Souls forever bound
In your heart I'm found

Naive (Pantoum)

We share a heart so tender
Some do think us naive
We two have only surrendered
We allow ourselves to believe

Some just think us naive
They are unaware of the cost
While we allow ourselves to believe
The real world can be lost

They don't perceive the true cost
That we two have sundered
The real world we have lost
While we share our hearts so tender

Dankbar/ Grateful

Ich bin Dankbar...
Dass ich immer noch Luft zum Atmen habe.

Ich bin Dankbar...
Dass ich jetzt mehr über meine Familie weiß, dass ich jeden Tag mehr lerne und mich über die Feiertage mit mehr Familie verbinde.

Ich bin Dankbar...
Für die Freunde, die ich in der Vergangenheit hatte, für die Freunde, auf die ich in der Zukunft hoffe, aber besonders auf die, die ich jetzt habe. Du bist die Liebe für mich und ich liebe dich.

Ich bin Dankbar...
Ich bin reich genug, um viel zu essen, ein Dach über dem Kopf, eine Krankenversicherung zu haben und mich derjenigen bewusst zu sein, die es nicht sind. Ich versuche diesen anderen zu helfen, wenn ich kann.

Ich bin Dankbar...
dass ich zwar die Sprache lerne, aber nicht zu oft in Deutsch schreiben muss.

I am grateful...
That I still have air in which to breath.

I am grateful...
That I now know more about my family, that I learn more every day and connect with more family over the holidays.

I am grateful...
For the friends I had in the past, for the friends I hope for in the future, but especially those I have now. You are the dearest and I love you.

I am grateful...
I am rich enough to have plenty to eat, a roof over my head, health insurance, and to be aware of those who are not. I try to help other people if I can.

I am grateful...
that I although I am learning the language, I don't have to write in German too often.

enkel (simple)

Jeg er en enkel kvinne
Jeg snakker enkle ord
Jeg ønsker en enkel mann
Jeg vil leve et enkelt liv
Noen ganger er det enklere enn komplisert

I am a simple woman
I speak simple words
I desire a simple man
I want to live a simple life
Sometimes simple is better than complicated

Vivir

Deseo vivir en tus ojos
Están llenos de galaxias de estrellas
Quiero hacerlos mi mundo

No podría querer mas
Las lágrimas que contengo
Dame paz

Solo llama y vengo
Y ponemos combinados
Escuchando canciones que compongo

I desire to live in your eyes
They are filled with galaxies of stars
I want to make them my world

I couldn't want more
The tears that I hold back
Bring me peace

Just call and I come
And we lay combined
Listening to songs I compose

Imagination

You are in my head,
But you are not real
Watching everything I do,
What I think and touch and feel

Curling up next to me
A ghostly figure in the night
Arms wrapped around me
Holding me tight

Phantom hands holding fast
My head bowed low
Tears flowing freely
Knowing what I know

You share in my pain
Helping me to heal
But you are only in my head
I wish that you were real

(Pantoum)

I tuoi occhi, Solo noi due esistono
Nous ne vivons que l'un pour l'autre
I nostri cuori e le nostre anime sono piene tra loro
Cela devait être

Nous ne vivons que l'un pour l'autre
Mis ojos ven estrellas en los tuyos
Cela devait être
Me tienes embrujado

Mis ojos ven estrellas en los tuyos
I nostri cuori e le nostre anime sono piene tra loro
Me tienes embrujado
I tuoi occhi, Solo noi due esistono

English translation

In your eyes, Only we two exist.
We live only for each other
Our hearts and souls are filled with each other
This was meant to be

We live only for each other
My eyes see stars in yours
This was meant to be
You have me bewitched

My eyes see stars in yours
Our hearts and souls are filled with each other
You have me bewitched
In your eyes, Only we two exist.

Forevermore

Forevermore your love I'll be
Hold me to this promise true
You get to be as free as can be
While forevermore loving me
Even though now it's hard to see
And you can't believe it true
Forevermore your love I'll be
Hold me to this promise true

Falling

The moon begins to fall
The distance I thought so far
It seems was not far at all

Far off a bright shining star,
Beckons a clarion call,
The cry feels so bizarre,

The journey starts with a crawl
Accompanied by guitars
While Moon furthers falls

What is Sexy

Kisses cooling on my collarbone in the breeze
Hands wound in my hair
Nibbles on my nape
Pulling me so close we co-mingle
That naughty little v
The difference between up and down
Experimenting with both
A happy medium

Respect (katauta)

Velvety smooth soft
Laying upon your mercy
Bow and show respect

Embrace

I bear the brunt of blue stares daily
Seeking comfort in well worn arms
Hiding in the warmth of your soul
Not wanting to leave it's shelter
Inhaling the fragrant aroma of you
Sharing space and feeling and touch
Time stops for a moment
As you rest your jaw on my head
We now exist as one

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Crystalline conversations with the stars
As winds chill my bones
Talking to the forgotten
Talking to myself
Only you would know or care
Who shares these whispered words
Secrets told to ghosts
Memory held in bond
A fire banked and ready
Feed the flame